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Trang chính Bao DH 2006 2006-03
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Immersion Reflection

Chi Ngo, SJ

 
  We were sent out on a 9-day immersion trip to the small town of Navotas, about an hour and a half away from the Ateneo de Manila University by Jeepnies (cheapest way to get around on converted jeeps that can hold up to 20 people in the back).  Navotas is known for its shantytown where squatters have built their homes on stilts along the beach and river at the edge of town.  These little wooden shacks (no bigger than a small bedroom) are pieced together with scraps of wood, rusty tin roof or whatever can be found, perching precariously on bamboo stilts over waters that are littered with trash and refuse from the city.  The living conditions are that of dire poverty and unimaginable filth.  There are no electricity or running water, and people get around that by hot-wiring (a.k.a. stealing) electricity from the nearby utility lines and fetch water by hand on a daily basis.  People do their best to etch out a meager existence, which is practically a day-to-day living.

It was amazing how people could actually live in such destitute conditions! Yet, I saw so much life, love, and gentleness in the midst of such poverty and suffering.  Somehow, the human spirit and faith refuse to give up in the face of despair and hopelessness.

I stayed a few days in the home of the Verano family—a family of five even though the husband and the youngest and only son living and working at a fish pond about one and a half hour away.  They come back only a couple of times a month to visit.  The family offered me their only wooden bed (I refused but they would not have it any other way), and everyone else slept on the floor of the living room, with a small space in the back for cooking and toilet.

Every small space was used, though there was not much to begin with.  I often felt as if I was living in a tree or toy house.  And whose front door was always open. Kids from nearby homes hung around to play and to watch us eat.  We ate simply: rice with fish or soup, sometimes a bit of chicken.  The mom sometimes gave food to the poorer hungry neighboring kids.  At night, the family and neighbors cramped around the TV to watch Filipinos soaps in the living room.  Everyone packed into the tight space to the point of suffocating, but it did not matter.  The sense of welcoming and communal sharing mattered.  It was sad to see people living and raising their children in such unimaginable living conditions.  Yet, at the same time, I found myself deeply moved by their care and compassion for one another.  They did not have anything except each other. There was a genuine care and gentleness in the people I encountered.  I found myself in deep solidarity and very much at home there.  (Oh, by the way, the rats were bigger than the cats, and the inhabitants were definitely not afraid of the rats!)

I had fallen in love with the kids—these kids were among the poorest and were most likely destined to grow up in a life of abject poverty and misery.  Their clothes were dirty and smelly.  They wore slippers but often played barefoot in the mud and garbage.  They lacked proper nutrition and food. Disease often took a serious toll on their frail, malnourished bodies.  Yet, despite it all, nothing could take away their cheerful innocence and youth. They were like any normal kids growing up, undaunted by how much suffering life had in store for them.  They only wore beautiful smiles and shared genuine laughter. They hung around me a lot because I was a stranger who could not speak their language but took their pictures and played with them.  They were great teachers, patiently teaching me how to play and showing me around.  Children are so resilient and great at finding ways to have fun, even in the trash and mud.  They were my little friends who taught me much about hope and laughter in the midst of great suffering and misery.

Christ was very much present in Navotas—in the poverty and suffering, in the people I met, especially the kids.   What a profound and graced experience as I encountered God’s little ones!  Blessed are the poor... for the kingdom of heaven is theirs...(see attached pictures).

I have caught some sort of an infection since I got back and am coughing up stuff, but I am still alive.  We have been doing a lot of processing and reflection on our experience these past few days.  In the next 2 weeks, we are preparing for our 30-day retreat which will begin at the end of this month. I am doing well and enjoying it immensely.