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Trang chính Bao DH 2006 2006-03
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God’s Gaze and The Journey of "Being With"

Vũ Kim-Anh

 
 

July 2006 marked exactly two years Dong-Hanh CLC (previously known as Vietnamese Companions of Christ) became integrated into World CLC through CLC-USA.   It is, therefore, fitting for us as we celebrate the Jubilee year of St. Ignatius, St. Francis Xavier, Blessed Peter Faber to give thanks to God for our Ignatian root that gave rise to the CLC way of life—a vocation that brings us to solidarity with all communities in the world, as well as with the universal Church.

At the Ignatian Conference in Seattle, Washington, Fr. Paul Coutinho, SJ, opened the conference with the question, “How Big Is Your God?”  This question invited me to contemplate not only the lives of Ignatius, Francis and Peter but also my own, and that of CLC.  How big is God in my life and my family?  How big is God in my local Dong-Hanh community?  How big is God in CLC and the whole Church?  I recognized that this is the same question we ask ourselves in the Principle and Foundation.  Is God big enough to be first in our life so that all other created things are secondary?  Is God the purpose of our life?  The expansiveness of the question takes me deeper into the Weeks of the Exercises and to contemplate the life of Jesus and who he is for me and the world.   I was quite surprised that the original question of  “How Big Is Your God?” took me deeper into the gaze of the Trinity as they contemplate the world.  This gaze transcends through time and space, through all generations from the past to the present.  This gaze now rests on me, my family, my CLC community, and on the world.  It poses a different question, “How big am I to God?” or rather how precious am I /or are we in God’s eyes that He would choose to be with us and love us so faithfully through all the ages, that He would send His only Son to be with us, in order for us to be with Him?  Somehow, as I ponder on these questions, I felt a certain sense of solidarity with Ignatius, Francis, and Peter. Their hearts and souls were set ablaze with fire for evangelization.  They were indeed companions on mission, bearing the heart and mind of Jesus Christ for the world. 

For us CLC and particularly for Dong-Hanh, walking in the footsteps of these three saints, we are also companions on mission.  As I contemplate on the three dimensions of CLC way of life, Vocation, Community and Mission, I see one unifying thread; it is a call toward BEING WITH.  In vocation, we are called to be with God, and let God be with us; it is our relationship with God.  In community, we are called to BE WITH our companions, to grow in friendship and intimacy, to find God incarnate in flesh and blood; it is our relationship with members of our particular community.  In mission, we are called to BE WITH the poor or those who are in need of God in their life (our family, neighbor, parish, work place, the abandoned...).  For CLC-USA, how are we with God as his beloved and chosen?  How are we being with each other in our different ethnic and spiritual realities? In what way are we moving toward becoming one apostolic community in Christ? 

For Dong-Hanh, the lives of the three saints helped us appreciate our Ignatian heritage. Concretely, we feel more energized toward being with the Vietnamese youth/young adults as they search for God, with the families as they struggle with family issues, with the local parishes and their complex needs, etc....  Above all, we are in a stance of listening to the Spirit “where It blows.”  We pray that our readiness will open new horizons to infinite possibilities. 

The Trinity never stops gazing and contemplating the world. Christ is being continually sent out over and over to BE WITH us in the Eucharist and through the Church.  Ignatius, Francis and Peter were blessed to enter into that loving gaze and they were never the same.  We, too, are blessed to be invited into that awesome gaze.  How big is our God?  As big as we allow His gaze to take us to places we can never imagine.